I'm completely freaking out with anxiety right now. Maybe the holidays bring it about, mixed in with some other things, but it is really upsetting to have to try and deal with it. My heart is pounding and I feel light-headed but I can't find a particular point where this negative energy is coming from. It's awful. Things are definitely stressful between garrett and I right now, which is only heaping coals on the fire so to speak. It would be nice to bury myself in a mile of blankets and sleep until febuary or so. Ugh, I need someone now.
Blech
December 19 2005, 19:26:02 UTC 6 years ago
happiness is a funky moose
hey baby cakes,i'm sorry to hear that you're feeling so blue. i want you to turn that frown upside down. or if you can't do that, just tilt your head to the side and then you'll have a sideways frown which is a lot better than a regular frown. thats if you even have a frown at all. some people scowl or pout these days. any way, i'm starting to ramble but i wanted to let you know that i too would like to talk to you soon, i don't know if you have my # or not so if not its 3133300165. feel free to give me a jingle any time. love you baby.
December 20 2005, 03:39:16 UTC 6 years ago
December 20 2005, 16:15:36 UTC 6 years ago
but, it'll all pass.
December 23 2005, 04:50:44 UTC 6 years ago
when life hands you shit....call wiley douglas.
california beaches, old friends, hippies, music, mystery tuna falling out of potted plants, and a little piece of paper with something about oprah winfrey on it are all things that help pass the time/days/stress/shit that life has dealt you.come on down and cleanse your aura.
(i miss you demon witch, and don't have your new number. contact me or i'll kill you.)